In a previous blog, Beyond
the Selves, I
likened our many selves to the rainbow of colours formed when pure light is
refracted through a prism; the characters in a movie appearing on a TV or
computer screen; or the waves dancing on the surface of the ocean. I suggested
that the practice of Voice Dialogue, and the consequent development of an Aware
Ego Process, naturally leads us to a deeper enquiry into the nature of the
metaphorical light, screen or ocean. In other words, to the source of the
selves. It is an enquiry that challenges our most basic assumptions about who
we really are.
Until Aristotle
proved empirically that the earth was a sphere around 330BC, people believed
that the earth was flat. It "made sense". If you walked or sailed far
enough you would "of course" come to the edge. It took hundreds of
years for the round earth paradigm to become commonly accepted. And when it
was, it "made sense" to assume that the earth was the centre of the
known universe and that the sun and planets revolved around it. After all, it
was obvious that the sun "travelled" in a great arc in the sky. This
geocentric paradigm became deeply entwined with religious dogma and anyone who
questioned it was considered a heretic. It was not until the end of his life
that Copernicus dared publish his proof of a heliocentric universe and a new
paradigm gradually became established as the consensus worldview.
Today there is
another paradigm that we take for granted. It is one on which our world culture
is built. To question it is to provoke the same skepticism and hostility as
happened when the flat earth and geocentric paradigms were challenged. It is
the paradigm of materialism.
This paradigm assumes
that everything is made out of stuff called matter. It is believed that
consciousness arises out of this stuff. How this happens has been the focus of
much research. But try as they may, scientists have not been able to show how
the basic building blocks of matter - atoms - create our experience of being
aware. They have therefore called it "The Hard Question of
Consciousness".
But what if it's the
other way around? What if the primary "stuff" out of which everything
in the universe is made is consciousness? This proposition seems absurd to our
rational/materialist perspective. It doesn't "make sense" to us. Yet
this is exactly what a small but growing number of physicists, neuroscientists
and philosophers of mind are proposing today.
In fact, this is not
a new idea but one that has occurred throughout history and across diverse
cultures. For example, the ancient non-dual teachings of Advaita Vedanta point
to an infinite, eternal presence or "oneness" out of which all things
come into existence (the word "exist" comes from the latin
"existere" meaning "to step out, stand forth, emerge, appear,
be"). The sacred question in this tradition is, "Am I
aware?" Notice that the question
isn't asking what we are aware of (i.e. thoughts,
feelings, sensations and perceptions), but simply are we aware of being aware.
With this question the "focus" of our attention is gently drawn back
into its origin or source as pure consciousness.
The practice of
Voice Dialogue invites us to do the same. As we meet our many selves, we become
aware of the particular thoughts, feelings, body sensations and perceptions
they each have. For example, when speaking as a Pusher self we might experience
a tension in our body, a feeling of impatience, and see life as a series of
tasks to be completed. As we separate from this self and then from its opposite
chilled, unhurried, easy going self, we rest back into an awareness that is
neither this self nor that self. In Advaita this is known as the "neti,
neti" process, meaning "not this, not this" or "neither
this, nor that". It invites us to drop back into an aware presence that
underlies all the selves. In other words, consciousness is experienced as
source - a "field of all possibilities" out of which all the selves
with their various thoughts, feelings, sensations and perceptions arise, with
which they are known and ultimately of which they are made.
In this way, Voice
Dialogue offers us what Buddhist traditions call a "skillful means"
for realising our true nature. In From Enlightenment to the Aware Ego
Process to Source Energy Hal Stone writes:
'I repeat again what
I feel to be true - that the Aware Ego process leads us inevitably towards the
experience of Source Energy in some form. The ongoing practice of embracing
opposites and learning to hold the tension of opposites can really lead to no
other place.'
Many contemporary teachers and writers have elaborated
this paradigm shift far better than I can - Rupert Spira and Bernardo Kastrup to name
but two. My intention here is to invite you to enquire for yourself, to suspend
your belief in the prevailing materialist paradigm and see what you find to be
true in your actual experience.